IN THE HANDS OF THE ENEMY
Early morning of November 12, 3019
Note: PG-13 as always, but slightly mature content.
Lilandra portrayed by FreeFall
Narrator and Vartang portrayed by Wraith
LILANDRA
Lilandra's eyes are slightly rolled back in her head. Her toes scrape along the floor as the two orcs who escort from the torture chamber, support her weight with tightly clenched hands and lead her on a way she does not see clearly through her eyes. She is blinded by pain of all sorts. The words they speak, both known to her ears and not, are just muffled sounds in her ears. Every move her body makes hurts so badly and she longs for relief. Every thought her mind thinks hurts even more and she craves relief. But relief lies only in the arms of her husband....and this she was to be without...and the duration of his absence, a time that was unknown, gripped her heart like an angry, iron fist and the knife that stabbed through the suffering, throbbing heart, was the unknown fate of the life that grew inside her belly. Winces from the pain of her wounds and moans at the thought...if it still does grow.
The sound that takes her from thought is that of the unlocking bolt and creaking of the door to a room she was demanded to stay in. Nervous chills running over her as she is dragged inside...a cell to her...a place of unknown future horror.
She grows stiff with fright, trembling as she feels the cloak removed from her body and feels the draft on her bare, wounded skin. She shuts her eyes tightly and places her hands over her stomach, pressing her lips together which are stained with dry blood, and bracing for whatever might come. She tries to remain standing..forcing her legs to have strength and tries even harder to block their words from her ears. She gasps and her body jolts a bit when she feels their hands upon her and a cold salve which turns warm on her skin. Her jaw tightens at their comments, deep laughs, and their delight in the paths of the wounds they have to treat. She feels so ill and never lets her hands off of her stomach. She can smell their filth mixed with the smell of the salve on the hand that smoothes the ointment on her face. Then finally, after their roaming hands completed the task of covering her wounds she feels the cloak slipped back over her. She opens her eyes at last and takes the material and wraps it tightly around her body. She hears them say something about orc draught but cannot make it out.
They near the door and look back to her with lecherous eyes. "Sleep well...pretty." They laugh and open the door and exit and their laughter is heard in the halls until it fades with distance. She stands there...like a statue with wide eyes then finally exhales into a waling sob of mental anguish. She sees Aldir's face as he was being dragged away from her..and possibly out of her life forever. She balled the material up in her fists and thought of their child. She had never dreamed she would be telling him of their creation in a torture chamber while they both dripped blood. His eyes were so angry and sad. She never sensed more infuriated agony from him ever. He will be suffering as much as she would. The grim thoughts filled her mind that her unborn baby was dead within her..for how could it survive all of this stress. She cried out but tried to stifle it with a hand over her mouth.
She moved over to a wall for support for she felt she would double over..it hurt to lean against it on her back, so she rests against it on her arm..her head fall to it for support as well. She was so scared that this was only the beginning to a sentence of undetermined time. Anxiety for the inevitable arrival of Vartang. She cared only for the life of her husband and child.....the baby... Lilandra wept as she stood there...her legs bending...so weak...mind racing...Aldir...Aldir....seeing his face and trying so hard to picture him with a smile to ease her. But there would be no ease...there would not be smiles adorning their face for a long time to come....if ever again.
***
Vartang: *Down the hall, the sounds
of heavy boots are heard coming closer. A coarse laugh is heard
and then quiet. The door opens and into the room comes Maugoth
Vartang*
Lilandra: * At the sound of the laugh...her whole body
froze...all but her heart...which pounded...and faster and more
painfully as he entered*
Vartang: *He turns back to his bodyguard* Lads, when
I have need of you, I will summon you
Vartang: *He waits until the door closes behind him before
speaking* Good evening, madame
Lilandra: *she grabbed the cloak in clutching fists and
pulled it as tightly around her as she could though it hurt her
wounds and her head nodded unsteadily...the only response she
could give*
Vartang: *As he walks towards her he says* Madame, there
is no need for false modesty, for there is little of you I have
not seen already
Lilandra: *she tries hard to find her voice..though she
knows she should probably keep quiet. She does not humor him with
words more about his comment..for she knows his delight in wise
retort..and oddly... slipping from her mouth was just* Aldir....
is...what are you going to do to him... what are they doing to
him?
Vartang: *He walks over to her* Your husband, Aldir...
things could go either very bad for him, or perhaps, they can
go not too unpleasant *he says and smiles*
Lilandra: *She thinks of the burning fury of Aldir in
this situation and trembles at the thought that things will probably
go very badly*
Lilandra: *she knows there is not a shred of decency or
sympathy in Vartang but tears slide down her cheeks* Vartang....my
child
Vartang: Lilandra.... that is your name, a most lovely
name it is. Your child is safe.... And I know that you would do
nothing to harm the Gondorian's pup, now, would you?
Lilandra: *a small, sad cry escapes her lips on an agonized
exhale* no
Vartang: Certainly *he says, smiling, his voice pleased
with the power he knows he holds over her and her husband* you
would not. I know that
Lilandra: *her anger, for now, is overrun by fear...fear
for herself and baby and for Aldir*
Vartang: Neither your unborn child nor your husband need
to be hurt, madame, not at all *he moves closer to her*
Lilandra: *her lower lip quivers..and her puffy eyelids
close on his approach*
Vartang: Your wounds, they have been tended.... Nothing
more will happen to you
Lilandra: *her eyes open and she looks over his face..reading
his features*
Vartang: Do not be afraid, Lilandra, I will not touch
you. Your husband has told me all I needed to know
Lilandra: i...*she was going to say.."i don't believe
you" but she chose not to...and she only nods. above her
suffering she still must be smart.. for her....family*
Vartang: Lilandra, I chose you and your husband long
before you ever reached the slave market, but I did not chose
the pair of you entirely for your husband, though he is strong.
My agents who told me of you and your husband told me you were
a woman that was exceedingly fair, and when I saw you myself,
I concurred with their estimate
Lilandra: *she tries hard to tame her shivering*
Vartang: A few words with you, Lilandra, and I will leave
you be tonight, so stop your fears
Lilandra: *she lifts her chin and nods* all right *though
fear still raced through ever corner of her mind*
Vartang: I will even let you sleep in my bed and think
what a high honor that is to sleep in the bed of the steward of
Forogondor *he says and grins*
Lilandra: *she bites her tongue..constantly reminding
herself to not answer him back* Vartang...my wounds...they are
very bad... i mean....my lord *she tenses a minute*
Vartang: Then, Lilandra, you must let me look at them
Lilandra: *she sucks in a breath* the orcs already tended
to them
Vartang: But I would be assured for myself that they
have tended them well, and you can relinquish that bloody cloak
later, for I am sending serving women in to care for you
Lilandra: *her mind threw warning and fear throughout
her and made her shake even more*
Vartang: Aye, Lilandra, you will receive very good care
here, so let your mind be settled in that
Vartang: Let me look *he says as he stands in front of
her*
Lilandra: *she knew he will do what he will anyway....her
only concern was acting in the best manner...thinking wisely to
receive the least amount of punishment that she knows he and others
would give. oh how she wanted to challenge him!*
Vartang: *he puts his hands on the flaps of her cloak*
Madame, I want to see for myself the severity of your wounds and
their treatment *His eyes gleam as he looks at her*
Lilandra: *she hesitantly eases her grip on the material...her
face and body like stone*
Vartang: *Gripping the flaps of the cloak, he violently
pulls the cloak open*
Lilandra: *she gasps deeply and her body is jerked a bit
and she shuts her eyes tightly*
Vartang: *He looks up and down her body* Aye, the orc
did you some damage but I think it might heal. Such a lovely body
to be marred in such a way, but madame, you and your husband brought
it on yourselves
Lilandra: *again her hands moved to cover her stomach*
Vartang: *he lets loose of the cloak and watches as it
slides down over her shoulders and onto the floor*
Vartang: Madame, do not fear for your unborn child *he
says as he puts one hand on hers* It will be quite safe, I assure
you, if... *he smiles again* If perhaps you change your manner
of behavior towards me
Lilandra: *she tries to focus on the life she hopes and
prays that grows inside her....trying hard to block out this horrible
and cruel man's words and touch. she stares into his cold eyes*
Vartang: Madame.... Lilandra.... is being more pleasant
to me such a hard thing to do? *He strokes her fingers over her
stomach*
Lilandra: for what has been done to me...to us....do you
not think i am being rather calm? *though it has taken everything
inside of her to be so*
Vartang: Surprisingly so, for one in a situation that
you are in *he says coldly*
Vartang: *His other hand goes up and touches the dried
blood on her lip*
Lilandra: do my wounds and hurts bring you that much satisfaction?
*her eyes spill new tears on her stained cheeks*
Vartang: Nay, madame, if it had been possible, your skin
would still be perfect *He touches her cheek with his fingertips*
Such a lovely face. I have wished to taste your lips for long
Lilandra: i am cold *her voice a clear indication of her
pain and suffering and mental and physical exhaustion*
Vartang: Then, madame *he says stepping back from her*
I might suggest you lie down on my couch. There are covers there
and you will not be cold long
Lilandra: *her arms wrap around her quivering body* how
long am i to stay here? tell me truthfully Var...my lord
Vartang: Until I grow tired of you, but not before *he
says and laughs coldly*
Lilandra: *her head slumps forward and she feels anger
rise in her..but still weighed with pain*
Vartang: Or until I am commanded to release you. When
that will be, I am not sure, possibly in the spring, and surely
I will not grow tired of you by then. You and your husband are
slaves and he is a criminal. I can do anything I want with either
of you
Lilandra: *she was hit again, hard, with the harsh reality
of this all..and all hope of an early release quickly vanished
with his answer. She was slapped with the seriousness of his power
that he had over them in his menacing words. she felt as if she
was going to fall over from her condition..and the situation*
Vartang: Madame, perhaps you do not understand, so I
will make my words more clear
Lilandra: *she looks up*
Vartang: Your husband is a prisoner under my authority.
I could either order him worked unmercifully.... or I could order
the guards to go easier on him. The choice is yours
Vartang: I could order that he be fed nothing but moldy
bread and water, or, on the other hand, I could command that he
be given bread and wine mixed with water, even a piece of meat
now and then
Lilandra: *her expression is marked with multiple
emotions and she thinks of Aldir in his cell in the most dreadful
conditions. She struggles to wipe the images from her mind* my
lord....*she cries* the baby...it needs great care
Vartang: Madame, it is out of my hands *he stands there
and looks at her* and it is all in yours. I can be very gentle
if I want to be, or... *he laughs* I can be quite harsh, but it
is my decision no longer. It is yours. Surely you will make the
right decision *he chuckles*
Lilandra: *if she did not have the child within her..she
would probably use her last bits of energy on lashing out at him.
Then again she would still have her husband to worry about...she,
at this moment, wished she was alone in life after all. but if
they were all to escape this all right....perhaps there was still
a chance for a life for them, but she despaired*
Lilandra: my lord *she hated to be so weak* i want to
cover up
Vartang: The serving wenches will bring you suitable
garments after I leave. *He takes off his cloak and drapes it
around her shoulders* Now, madame, do you feel better? There are
plenty more in my trunks. I have no need of this one
Lilandra: *she pulls it around her body more and nods...really
she was, aside from hating to be naked before him, very cold indeed.*
Vartang: *He sighs* Madame, you might as well lie down
on my bed now, for you will do so sooner or later. For here is
where you will stay
Lilandra: *that sickening wave of reality washed over
her again...creating the accelerated heartbeat and the slab of
disgust in her throat. she moves away from him and over to the
bed. she stops on the side of it and looks it over and then closes
her eyes. I love you Aldir..her hands smooth over her belly*
Vartang: *He turns and looks at her* Madame, you will
find me not so terrible.... if you will, forget your pride, and
be nicer to me.... And I think you could be very nice to me, couldn't
you? *he smiles*
Lilandra: *she looks over to Vartang*
Vartang: Surely, you can answer me, can you not? I do
not want to.... use other methods
Lilandra: *Her voice is uneven* i will be....as nice
as i can be *she swallows over that thick slab in her throat*
Vartang: But you should understand this and understand
it perfectly. You are under my control. I find you a comely wench,
and I will keep you as long as it is possible, and you will please
me, Lilandra! Or your husband will suffer! But anger me, Lilandra,
and you, your unborn child and your husband will suffer dearly!
Lilandra: *his threats causing her severe agony. She
is so incredibly infuriated with him, but has not the energy nor
effrontery to remark, protest or even glare. she moans in pain
as she moves, climbing onto the bed, his threats causing her more
severe agony*
Vartang: *His voice becomes more pleasant, soothing*
Do you understand me now, Lilandra?
Lilandra: *she cries out in pain as she falls onto her
side on the bed...every move she makes...every thought she thinks
hurting so much...she wishes she could curl up into a ball...
but her wounds prevent that and she has to keep her body as straight
as she can...she cannot find the words nor speak over that lump
in her throat...again..she can only nod in response. her love
is the only thing dictating her*
Vartang: *He goes to his wardrobe, takes out another
cloak and throws it around his shoulders and then stands above
her and looks down at her on the bed* Then, madame, I will take
your nod as your acquiescence in this matter and I will say good
night to you
Lilandra: *she does not look up to his face...she does
not want to see his expression...she does not want to anger and
risk their safety. She, most of all does not want to amuse or
please him further with a last gaze into her eyes laden with
misery*
Vartang: Anything you want, any food, anything, if you
wish a military doctor.... or a midwife... you have only to say
it, and soon the serving maids will tend to you and bring you
something to wear more pleasing to my eyes
Lilandra: *having to use sense now she answers* yes...i
will need all of that
Vartang: Burz tor, madame, and perhaps you will come
to enjoy me as much as I plan to enjoy you *He turns away and
goes to the door and says to the bodyguards outside* I am ready
to leave now
Lilandra: *she stares blankly at the wall. Overwhelmed.
Spring....how was she to survive this for that long? Be without
Aldir for that long. Wondering what is happening to him while
she faces her own nightmare...the while trying to care for their
baby.*
Vartang: *He goes through the door as it opens before
him, and the door shuts softly behind him, and after a few moments,
the echoing footfalls of Vartang and the guards die away and then
there is silence*
Lilandra: *she places her face in her hands and the thoughts
and anguish of the night...and future, play on incessantly in
her pounding head until complete lassitude take over her and she
falls asleep*